My name is Natasha and I'm 17 years old. Life is not all great for me unfortunately. I live a nightmare and hope one day to feel the happiness of life. To live, to love and to feel like I matter. I hope to escape this nightmare and live a life of pure prosperity. Here is my blog, it explains what I feel in life. I would never wish the pain I have on anyone and the things I have are uncontrollable. My desire to be thin controls my life, the things I see and hear I am never sure about. I hope for a better life for myself and hope I change because no one wants to be this way.